After a decade of service ... It's been nothing short of a roller coaster of emotions over the past couple weeks. They say that quitting your job can be as heartbreaking as ending a romance and is that ever true.
I have fallen trapped into all the DON'TS. Don't hold a grudge... Don't annoy your co-workers... Don't act like a short-timer... My bad attitude over the past week and a half is not who I am and how I want to leave. I have so many great memories and I find it strange that I am only remembering the bad ones.
I kept saying I was just following the steps of grieving and I kind of got stuck in Anger. I am typically not an angry person. Or I always seem to be able to move on and let things go. Just because I am sad or just disappointed doesn't mean I am not going to leave. I am leaving. At this point, nothing good will come from my disappointment or lack of fulfillment I have started to feel. God is teaching me to end relationships well... not like a bad-romance breakup. I deserve more and I am more ...
So with only one more week ... five more days... I have decided to let it all go. I will be meditating these great quotes this week...


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