It's simply does continue to amaze me how often I have doubt. I doubt so many things, and people. I often don't give people the 'benefit of the doubt' and I am constantly waiting for the promises people make to be broken. I am just so full of doubt at times. I am not really afraid, just cynical. And all too often I doubt that God is going to take care of me (and specifically my family.) I am constantly uncertain about so many things but that's what makes me so human. I feel like I have been worn down to a rusty nail at times. Having been criticized by parents and siblings, Not being acknowledged for the special things I have done or accomplished, spending time with toxic people, or even being rejected by my peers and friends. It starts small and gathers over time. When you find your self in constant doubt, you become numb to the world. I feel like I am here again and again and this is a constant battle...