Get it together

I'm 40 now, I really should have my s*** together ... but here I am days before the new year planning out how to get my s*** together ... again.

This year will bring many new things. My first born will graduate high school and move off into the world.  I often ask myself, did I prepare her enough?  Did I screw up along the way?

Then there's my 13 year old son... Is he becoming a godly man? Does he have what it takes to endure adolescence and puberty?  

then I think of all the other things that are even more important than being a mother ... My marriage, my body, my mind, and my soul.  Have I been properly feeding those things?

I like New year's. I like New year's resolutions.  I like having goals.  And I like challenging myself.  And yet I still think I have a long way before I truly have my s*** together.